he's gone forever..Al-Fatihah

From where we come, To HIM we back

Al-Fatihah buat sahabat Ahmad Khairi bin Muhayadin

Assalamualaikum bloggers2 and silent readers...

Entry kali ni is all about my bestfriend since matric..

Dia terlibat dalam satu kemalangan di MRR2 pada 5 MAC 2012.

Ya..2 weeks more he goes..

Tp still rasa dia masih ada..

Kesedihan sampai ke hari ini..

Susah jugak rupanya nak terima kenyataan..

Tp U HAVE BEEN BACK TO HIM..

GOD..please bless my bestfriend..

Awal perkenalan kami semasa di matric..

Tak sure macam mana kami boleh baik..

By then kami pergi kelas sama, makan sama..

Memang pernah di'proposed' dari si dia..

Tp hati kita tak semudah untuk menerima..

Mungkin si dia bukan jodoh kita..

Dia hanya dicipta menjadi teman baik..

Alhamdulillah, he's the best ever for me..

He's really2 care about me till I got my BF now..

Dia macam seorang abang dlm family..

Always datang rumah klu cuti...

Tak sangka our last meet is on 29th OCT 2011..

Dia ada tinggalkan KAKA untuk wana..
Dia ada tinggalkan PARIS HILTON untuk wana..

Dia tinggalkan MORE MESSAGE to be my precious..

Dear E,

E da buat kebaikan pada semua orang

Mungkin tuhan lebih sayangkan E..

Kami semua redha tuhan menjemput E dulu..

Insyaallah kami semua akan menyusul lepas ni..

Moga E sentiasa tenang di sana...

I'll pray for u always E...

please,I'm scared..

hye darl..
hope everyone were in a good health and wealth
If you have more wealth, please give some to me..(auuch!)
I'm soo poor in public relation maybe..
but sometimes I can be perfect to somebody
and I can be the best enemy to you too
(all if u rely2 want make it happen,u may try to be a bulk dog to me)

Owh ya..due to the entry topic..
I'm scared girl..I'm scared..
By now, a good relation with someone doesn't give you
a ticket for happiness..
How many sincere you give, How many trustier u give,
Sometimes it just can be hopeless!
Maybe u can said 'nothing to fear nokss!they were so many boy outside there"
My answer should be like man said "I just want a nob girl only,no clubbies, no smokies, no sexies!"
Haahh!I want like that too men...
Are you a good men dear?

hopeless~~

janganlah memberi kalau hati tak ikhlas
janganlah menangis kalau tidak berusaha
janganlah memberi harapan kalau tidak mampu tunaikan

two thousand eleven...

assalamualaikum peeps..
alhamdulillah kita semua masih diberikan peluang untuk hidup di muka bumi ini
this means GOD give us to create more amalan n all good things to be memorable..
2011 give more memorable things to me..alhamdulillah..mission accomplished!
check it out apa yg membuatkan 2011 is soo memorable to me..

JANUARY
It's a good started to me to complete my final year as a student!
weehoo...semangat yang berkobar2 untuk mendapatkan yg terbaik for this final semester..
calculate siap berapa pointer yg perlu dapat to maintain my result....
Other than that, there are more thing to do wish my friends..
At last, we complete out last n first  vacation to Gambang ang KL..

US! (in the absent ieka)

FEBRUARY

Yeah..February is oso known as month of love kheenn..

Saya telah di'contact' n m'contact' buah hati masa kecik-kecik!!!

oh my..mcm teda percaya, tp harus celikkan mata...

be myself, try to know u deeper as well

MARCH

Alhamdulillah, 22 March, Allah still gave a breath to me..

I'm turn up 23 years old..(look soo young lagik hokkey)

Thanks mak and abah coz give the best for me

AND!!!

i'm taken by mohd aswad on the 25 March 2011..

Thanks oso wahai BF coz show ur love to me..

and,pada tanggal 26 March, we meet for the first date....
And on the second date, ka third date ntah,aku jatuh kelepek dekat junction maybank BB..
(ingat sampai  mati)

APRIL

Whatever happened, still have to move on..

That time, life were soo hectic for me..

Dengan nk exam, VIVA, gila-gila..

All should do just in one month....

Alhamdulillah, all the things I have faced smoothly..

Complete studying,and start to crying..

(maklumla perempuan, berpisah skit, nak nanges..hehe)

Byk yang kami buat for this last month at skudai..

colleague with their own ambitious  

MAY

Alhamdulillah..in the middle of May, i've been complete my study and..
continue as a labour with my lec at Majlis Bandaraya Melaka Bersejarah..
kami semua sangat2 lah workaholic...
kerja sampai tak dapat gaji.padan muka semua..yeaaa...
it's ok..take it as experience...

JUNE
Bila bekerja tanpa gaji, owh it's soo suck..
Mana ada manusia nak kerja tanpa gaji babe..hangit btol!
so, cont. mencari kerja di kl n kedah n penang..
In the time saya mencari kerja, ada jugak moment yg tak dapat dilupakan
masa nk pegi inteview dekat 1 firm di Ampang ni...yakinlah pada diri, main bolos ja..
Pagi2 bergerak dari cheras berseorangan, naik train n all untuk smpi ke Ampang..
Before departure tu, dah study dah, tempat tu di mana, di sini situ semua..
maklumlah, hp saya paling canggih abad ini....then the place yg saya detect is opposite dgn ampang puteri..
so, when I was in train, tgk lah nurse2 yg pki baju hspital ni..smbil berborak dgn syahida hidayu melalui fon,
bila train b'henti, tgk budak2 nursing tu turun..aku pun turun..jalan la ikut depa..
skali, orang semua dah masuk laluan rumah, aku ja dok terpinga2..jalan jela...
at last sampai DEKAT 10 km AKU JALAN PKI HEELS..ngek!dah collapse dah masa tu..tahan la teksi..
alhamdulillah dwet teksi pun kena sampi dekat 30 ringgt...ish3,,memorable sunggoh..

JULY
whoop!at last i'm working with HAKIMI & ASS SDN BHD..;(
kenapa sedih?sebb kalau boleh, tak qeja sini dah..nak try get experience kat firm laen..
tp nak buat mcm mana, rezeki di sini...sabar jelah..
work n work n work..(sampi bulan 11)

AUGUST
Alhamdulillah, I,ve been completed a month in Ramadhan..
what i,ve been done in Ramadhan..
JUAI AYAQ BUAH..!(isk3 pa ada juai ayaq..)
hey..whatever I'm doing u see is nothing..and I believe there have barakah..
For the first time I n my cuzen setup the stall...
And exactly, mission accmplished..
(Dapat jugak dwet raya)

SEPTEMBER
Yeahh finally I'm a graduate from University Technology Malaysia in
Bachelor of Science Property Management (Hons)..thanks Allah..
Also a lot of thanks to my BIG supporter ABAH and MAK..
This is present for both of you...

Keluargaku..(acece)

Muka org blakang tu lebih..haishh..

Bukan mudah untuk capai apa yang tidak pernah ada dalam angan-angan kita..
p/s=jangan give up dalam apa jua keadaan yang tuhan bagi..mungkin ada hikmahnya..


OCTOBER
Not much,not more..
yang pastinya, it really2 exhausted for this two month..last month my convocation ceremony, this month adik pulak...nasib bukan di kuantan, hanya di UPM serdang...Tahniah adik, sebb akhirnya, finally got ur dip scroll.. Good luck to get degree holder plak lepas ni...Yang pasti, masa ni, mak p shopping carpet di nilai sebanyak mungkin...selagi kereta celuih..dan akhirnya,wana dan wani terpaksa balik naek bas..yea..yea....

NOVEMBER
Sepanjang hampir 4 bulan kerja, rasa macam tak kerja..relax sgt..so,
no work with no improvement..I should MOVE...ta kisah la jauh sikit pun..

DECEMBER
Tanggal 1 December 2011, I have been employed under JURUNILAI BERSEKUTU (PENANG)..
Alhamdulillah, there have more work to do..sangat2 bz....
Hari2 berulang merbok-PERDA..
Balik ja dah tumbang after tgk cerita tentang dhia...(woott woott..sangat sedih n best cerita ni ok)


So, dengan ini, tahun 2011 is very meaningful and give more surprise to me...

2012?mungkin lagi banyak benda yang tidak diduga akan berlaku...